February 2010
36 posts
What went wrong?
I’m sitting here thinking what went wrong too. It’s hard to find an answer I can finally accept. I’ve come inevitably to this conclusion. It’s the recycled tears that go about the eyes at night until dawn. It’s the hopes pointed towards infinite impossibility. It’s the tries that end up where the starting line was. It’s the unwanted feelings that attempted...
January 2010
13 posts
Half completed & half way there.
The semester’s over! If something made me extremely happy this week besides spending time with Brian for his birthday, it’s the end of this semester. I haven’t felt so light in a long time. I’m pretty proud of myself except for my effort in AP Biology. I know that I have been neglecting that class and was disappointed that I didn’t change that about myself. Next...
Fallen.
I know the truth now. Pathetic and annoying. How those words ring can ring in an ear. Rejected by what I thought close to me, I can see now that everything in every aspect proved effortless. Despite anything, everything will never be enough. Teamed up against and left shattered there to reflect on everything that has been done and said. Realization seeps in the mind. I just want to be anywhere but...
Extra credit for AP Chinese.
This assignment was pretty fun, because I got a chance to reflect on my high school career and draw out things that mattered and made a difference. I also like the fact Mr. Man allowed us to use English:]
When I first started high school, I was very frightened, because I didn’t know what to expect. Everything was so new and foreign. When I was in middle school, I had only two classes and two...
Beauty is..
today. Beauty is an open heart bound by resilience where hope, smiles, sunshine, love, and friendship reside. Beauty is everywhere if you actually look and get to appreciate the things around you. Beauty is my 25 points of extra credit for Government class. On a deeper level, this reminded me that life is more than alright. I’m sure all of us know that life is beautiful, but reminders are...
WatchTaylor Swift - Today Was a Fairy Tale<3
But can you feel this magic in the air? It must have been the way you kissed me Fell in love when I saw you standing there It must have been the way Today was a fairytale It must have been the way Today was a fairytale
It’s like trying to spin the world the other...
Giving to the surroundings.
You’re right, we don’t give to receive something in return. All that has colored my mind before was that giving kindness to everyone, kindness would return to me because I expected it. Now, I know that it’s not a certain thing, and that it won’t come back to me, but at least it will go to others. I will receive it when I least expect to, and have it catch me by surprise....
Dearest ___________,
I really miss you and I miss the way we used to spend time together in Sophomore year. I miss having classes with you, and I wish we could talk more. I know we have classes together now, but the time of a year has separated us more than words could even come together to create meaning. When we see each other, it’s nothing more than a smile, a hug, and an “I Miss You”. I want to...
